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.​.​.​But Her Heart Was Far

by Jared Knapik

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1.
I tried for you to see me, But you confused me with the air. You'll never see it, But You'll always feel it there. I tried for you to see me, I stood right in your sight. I tell myself you miss me, But how could you miss me every time? Oh, I tried. But i just couldn't get you right I tried for you to love me. I tried to find your heart. But you kept it from me and you kept us far apart. I though that if i waited long enough, I'd be what you needed But what you'll see is, What you need isn't always gonna need you back Oh, I tried. But i just couldn't get you right I've been hit hard with dismay and I've barely the will to say That somehow I'll find a way to get you right. Somehow I'll find a way to get you right.
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Misery Could you release or loosen up your grip on me? It's strangling and stealing all the air I need to keep up pursuit Honestly Nothing in the world has meant this much to me If this is wrong I'll never believe in anything again I'm waiting for a sign from you Any little sign would do Blink an eye or mouth a word So i know my heart's been heard Was it worth it To chase a dream so hard to catch you lose your breath? And with it comes a broken heart you just can't fix It just wont seem to mend Oh I lost my mind Obsessing over all the things I couldn't find Now I'm out of time I'm waiting for a sign from you Any little sign would do Blink an eye or mouth a word Just so I know I've been heard I can't go on living this life Knowing just how hard I've tried Without the girl to show for it My heart may never quit This love is like fame There's no going back 'Cause you can't get unfamous Oh, but you can get infamous I'm waiting for a sign from you Any little sign would do Blink an eye or mouth a word Just so I know I've been heard I was desperate so I prayed to God But caught sleeping on the job I have no girl to show for this But my heart may never quit
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Eyelashless 04:48
I painted it too vividly I made it too real Now I can't live without What I can't have I confused my reality With the pictures in my head I got carried away and there's just no coming back When your heart knows what it wants Or who... But how could this not be right When it feels like I gave all I had to give? I was wrapped up in a fantasy I was tied up in a dream Though I awoke my heart slept on I wont settle for just anyone I'll never say "this will have to do" I can't change how I feel But I can try and change your mind For now this pain will have to do But how could this not be right When it feels like I gave all i had? If I sang it loud, If I scream and shout, Would you hand me your heart and let me tie it down? Just to know it's mine Just to put my mind at ease Ill never sleep if I don't know your heart is mine to keep It's just hard for me when I believed for so long One too many things And one too many times I wished I'm eyelashless I'm losing faith in destiny I'm giving up on fate I say it like I know but If I think I see a sign I know I'll come running every time But how could this not be right When it feels like I gave all I had? If I sang it loud If I scream and shout Would you hand me your heart and let me tie it down? Just to know it's mine Just to put my mind at ease I have to know your heart won't go and leave mine all alone
4.
Svengali 04:06
I told myself I'd never find my way back here I fooled myself so well Thought you might just come around I slept through winter just to wake To a colder march than I could take I calmed this aching heart But just enough to put me back to sleep I'm kinda sorry about what I've done A little sorry for myself But get this straight About this chase I'm tired from it But not tired of it So I'm waiting 'Cause time is set there's nothing I can do Waiting But nothing ever turns inside of you Your heart won't speak to me And I refuse to look, refuse to see Any signs that say our hearts aren't meant to be I'm looking for the will I've lost I'm searching for my life It's so clear without you here I can't go on So take a breath, recompose Dress your wounds and find some hope 'Cause if you can't You'll forever be... Waiting Cause time is set there's nothing I can do Waiting But nothing ever turns inside of you Your heart won't speak to me And I refuse to look, refuse to see Any signs that say our hearts aren't meant to be Do you build me just to break me? Did you meet me just to haunt me? Would you see me just to see me And then stay here just to please me? And I pray that something I could say Might change your mind, my dear I'd kill to see the yellow of your walls And purple of your floor I'd gladly drive on aimlessly For now and forever more If you'd unmix your signals I'm waiting Cause time is set there's nothing I can do Waiting But nothing ever turns inside of you Your heart won't speak to me And I refuse to look, refuse to see Any signs that say our hearts aren't meant to be
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Trick Candle 05:10
I'll love you forever I'll wait for you always As long as I'm living In my heart you can be But I'll never get over The feeling that arose In my heart when you said You're not in love with me You're always batting lashes But these eyes, they suffer from a case Of chronic misreception I'm always hoping the light Might find the time to drape itself on me In a more revealing fashion What's it take When will you love me? What's there left to do? I'll love you forever I'll wait for you always As long as I'm living In my heart you can be But I'll never get over The feeling that arose In my heart when you said You're not in love with me I thought I saw you laughing But I was wrong my ears play tricks on me Then laugh at what they've done I swore I felt you near me But when I looked you'd vanished perfectly And just like that you'd gone What's it take When will you love me? What's there left to do? I tried to blow you out You flickered and you waved But still your flaming heart Burned for someone else Discouraged and dismayed I'll forever wait But time may never tell I'll love you forever Ill wait for you always As long as I'm living In my heart you can be But I'll never get over The feeling that arose In my heart when you said You're not in love with me Your heart never spoke to your head the way That mine insists to from day to day It kills to know what you wanna say "Boy what you're looking for you'll never get My heart's not yours to protect I'm sorry I'm sorry"

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released November 22, 2011

Music & Lyrics by Jared Knapik
Produced by Brian Spurlock
Artwork by Johnny Malavé

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Jared Knapik is a songwriter from Northern Connecticut.

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